As I was reading 2017's I post (Inhibition) I realized that this process of thinking about myself and how things are different or not isn't fun or particularly Interesting so I figured I'd just quit. I prefer to be more about living in the present and doing stuff than endless Introspection.
Yesterday I decided to change course instead and find things to do to go with the letters. So no more Introspection, just doing fun stuff starting with J.